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holycrapryanross Jul 02, 2008

 

I miss when i could write and write and write, and not care what time it was or how much i've written. I miss when people used to read my stories and beg me to put out another chapter (because i'll be honest, YOU ALL were my insperation). I just feel so different now, like none of the stories i write interest me, none of my ideals are good when they come together. and i've lost most of my readers. It's hard to write when a persons inspiration disapears. I want to be able to write like i used to, but it's all gone. I know one day i'll have a great idea and i'll write until my hand falls off, until my fingers can't take it anymore, but not today. Not tomorrow. I don't know when. Maybe i'll just stick to one-shots. I've lost what little talent i had, and i don't know when i'll be getting it back. I don't know whats wrong with me.But it will change soon, i know it. I'll be back with a fresh batch of ideas, and i'll be able to write for hours and be completly happy. I WILL be back!

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holycrapryanross
  • Rochester NY, US
  • 19 Female, Virgo
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  • Member Since: 2006-12-26
  • Relationship Status: single
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Drink: No
  • Smoke: No
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: High School
  • Occupation: Starting a rock band!!!!!

About Me:

Hi, I'm Alex. I haven't been on here in months....years, actually. My last bio had to go because I sounded like one of those teeny-boppers who was so obsessed with JB that they forgot how to spell (don't worry, I don't like JB). Anyways, I adore writing. I write more than I should for someone who isn't planning on making a career out of it. My true calling is singing, but writing keeps me sane, and for that it earns a significant portion of my time each day. My friends are amazing, my girlfriend is a miracle, and everyone who kept me sane in my time(s) of need deserve a huge hug from me. Most of those people were right on this site. I miss the people I used to talk to all the time on here and I hope you all are doing well. I'll be going to college in a few months, and I can't wait! Feel free to IM me is you ever want to talk (even if I don't know you). My user name is AzehlikAikum. It's Vulcan. I know, I'm a nerd.

Interests:

bands, dudes (from bands)

Favorite Music:

AFI, Cobra starship, Evenesence, Fall Out Boy, Lacuna Coil, Panic! At The Disco, Papa roach, The Used, Tokio Hotel, Wheatus, all american regects, aqua, bloodhound gang, blue october, caskada, clear static, cute is what we aim for, double duh!!!!! the fray, duh!!!!!, family force 5, hello good-bye, justin timberlake, matchbox 20, my chemical romance, savage garden, simple plan, the dresdon dolls, the killers, the medic droid, the red jumpsuit apparatus

Favorite Movies:

AQUAMARINE, Across The Universe, FINDING NEMO (it's just tooo cute), John tucker must die, LOVE STORIES, RENT, The pursuit of happiness, Time line, click, hell boy, lady in the water, mean girls, movies with adam sandler and/or jim carry and Leonardo D'caprio, step up, the coveneint, the devil wears proda, the grudge 2

Favorite TV Shows:

bones, csi miami, full house, house, king of the hill, sienfeld (however it's spelled) home improvement, th o.c, that's so ravon, the simpsons, um.., without a trace

Favorite Books:

Twilight series

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